Celesté S.

“i am the human contradiction. i have no self confidence yet i have a massive ego. i want to turn my life around yet i want to die. i want people to think i have no weakness yet all i want to do is cry. i want to be the best at everything but i don’t want to try. i want to stop hurting myself but that’s all i seem to do. i don’t want people seeing my scars yet i want them to know i’m scared. when i wake up i want to be happy but i don’t want to wake up.”